Random – whatever – thoughts

24 Nov

I was talking with a buddy about 10 days ago, & his wife asked me what was new. I couldn’t really pull much up, but was trying to get positive (inside myself) about Scott Tolzein taking the starting QB position while Rodgers heals from his broken collarbone. I mentioned something about being excited that we have a Badger as quarterback now. She gave me a verbal “push-back,” and said something to the effect of how I was taking personal ownership of the team, as though I was on the Packers roster.

I’ve been thinking about that more and more. I’m not a competitive person. I am a somewhat sore loser – yeah, I know people who’re sorer losers than I, but I really don’t digest losing well. I don’t risk much, hardly at all – ever.

I don’t stick my neck out, I’m not a part of any “team effort.”

I could list a bunch of reasons (excuses) why that is, too. That wouldn’t amount to a hill of beans, though.

I’m really tired. I woke up at 2:30 this morning and it’s now 9pm. I don’t have any resolutions for this conflict, idea, thing – whatever it is. Just noticed it, & I’m gonna go to bed after I try firing up my humidifier.

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Posted by on 2013/11/24 in Non-meditation, personal


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